I stand before the people I call friends and family looking at them in a sense I much don’t understand anymore. We were taught in school that of the teachings that were allowed “ accepted “ in this setup our system has made up teaching us to cooperate for disaster will soon seek us . We are taught to not be fake to not tell a lie but what is fake when our government is only full of secrecy, betrayals, and fake war cries . Our people the ones we call our fellow leaders are full of oppression, violence, and betrayal . Innocence being stripped away from those of a group of people they call brotherhood . I stand here .. dumb founded as I question myself repeatedly . What is brotherhood? What is unity? What is friendship? How can one believe in one another when we were raised to believe in something that is the total opposite of what has been really going on behind closed doors for centuries. I once heard say America is strong .. but what’s so strong about a country who takes away the lives people who were trained to believe they were born to fulfill a mission . A mission in which they know nothing of .. I pray deeply. I pray to the god I was raised to believe , confused . Our bible the book in which many live by has so many pages that were left unpublished .. We go by the words of a book that was man written . Who’s to say this man wasn’t behind all this as well. I lose faith not on god .. but on our selves the human race. We ask ourselves why is the world so cruel so unclean so vulgar. See money talks . They say there’s no cure for aids that of cancer , yet how much money do you think our country makes from treatments, facilities. Yet we lay there dying slowly , but surely .