I remember those dark lost days when nothing seemed familiar when your reflection was a complete stranger ..

Your nights felt long .. your mind wasnt at ease ..

you pushed any potential away cause you knew you were nothing but danger.

It was like waking up one day and forgetting who you were ..

like that little girl you once knew completely went astray ..

far far away where it was to late to actually grasp a hold of her

& to your dismay you felt alone .. in a room full of friends .

& anything that anyone said it all just offends.

You couldnt even find a way to express how it felt

You got so caught up in what you thought was love

that that warm little heart, you let it just melt .

& now you felt no emotion ..

You didnt know wether you were happy, sad, or mad

just BLANK

& everything around you was just a destructive commotion.

It was like being locked in a room and only you could find the key

but physically you were there but your mind was overseas.

& then you hear the door & the light seeps through ..

after all the thinking and dwelling and questions repeated over and over again

you feel that bomb tick, & now he wants you but your out of his league

you didnt recognize you cause your no longer a kid

so you bid him farewell & thank him for the gift.

cause he made you experience one hot love and a cold heartbreak.