Diana Dialogues
Let me be real with you
And try to let my honesty garnish
The inner most part of my thoughts
That you wander in.
Diana my hard to get princess
You make me defenseless
But I can’t just resist your perfect design
That resides in my senseless mind.
You circle my thoughts continuously
Making it literally impossible to stop you
From knocking me off of the top of my pedestal
Whenever you enter the room
I feel a connection that glistens and shines
More brighter than the rays of the sunlight sometimes.
It’s no wonder why I feel so blind
But I guess some guys just don’t need punch lines
To draw accurate points in discussions
Like every time I’m heatedly cussing
And then you tell me it’s nothing and to calm down
It’s funny thinking back only because I’m calm now
If imperfections were food you’d die an anorexic child
That’s why I continue trying my hardest
Just to try to make you smile
So that maybe then you’ll have to put your guard down
So what if there was more to this feeling
Than the mist that hovers over the clouds
Where our connection is found
At least if I keep you around I have a reason to smile
Cause life is a harsh bitch
That only brings happiness on her own grounds
That’s the main reason I’m making it known now
Just incase the sky was to fall down and we all drowned
And then died inside meteor showers of blistering rain
I want these to be the very last words
That drift through your brain
And last in your mind
Beyond through the passing of time
Everlasting is all I’m asking
Something that matters
As much from before as it does after
Before the disasters that are bound to happen
Cause sometimes it’s just the laughing
That keeps you latched in
I think It’s obvious to you that your attached when
You try to relax and unwind in a state of mind
And your thoughts race and collide
Only to leave you in a place that’s hardly a pace farther behind
I see why building lasting relationships takes time
That’s why my intention is never to waste mine
Or unrightfully take yours
I just want to coincide and try to break walls
At this point It’s not even about being able to fall
But bringing myself to see the beauty at all
Which I admit was confusing at first
But makes perfect sense when it hurts
There’s nothing worse than when we forget the value
Love is practically worth when it actually works
Like seeing you attractive is a blasphemous curse
If only you could imagine the passion
That you inspire from passing
Your majesty I view you more as a masterpiece
Just if you ever see me falling I’m asking you to just catch me
Instead of just running and becoming detached from me
Sometimes I feel like all of your attributes are attacking me
Steadily one at a time as we gradually just shrivel die
From venomous lies told through the most innocent eyes
It's only then we realized what we were searching to find
Was secretly hidden behind closed curtains and blinds
That intentionally block the sunshine that tries to get in
So it's impossible to see past it even though we try to pretend
That being compatible isn’t the only pasture to happiness
And the only track that’ll lead to something that’s passionate
As if we don’t know toxic love enough to know that’s hazardous
But still we continue chasing after it
It’s the way that life eventually passes and goes
Keeping our hearts concealed but still with our eyes closed
Supposed if I made you feel like the words in this poem
Could you ever see my reality I inhabit alone.
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