Best Friend

BEST FRIENDS

02-15- 04 - till death .




piece of cake - piece of pie wife !

Well now that the clock reads 3am yesterday on February 11th my best friend Amanda turned 20 !

I did mention her on an older blog on here but we look much younger in those pictures ..I previously spoke about watching her go through her parents divorce I remember six years ago we would always take trips every other weekend to miami, and st pete with her parents to go jet skiing. We would go to dinner every weekend trade off on whose parents were going to pay. I remember everysingle year on our birthdays we would go out to eat on hers we would always go to red lobster cause its her favorite restaurant. I don't remember a time when we stayed a part with not talking for more than twenty four hours. I remember all the sneaking out we did, all the partying we experienced the night we got so drunk we fell on the floor laughing, and you threw up all over your car being driven to a club that we didn't even know we attended till we got phone calls the next day asking if we were okay cause we were supposably passed out on a table lol. I remember losing our virginities the way we talked about our first loves like we were gonna marry those fuckers. I remember watching you go through your parents divorce, and the night you called my house at 3 in the morning to pick you up cause they were fighting, I remember when you were sick and fainted in my house, and being so afraid and my brother picking you up, I remember when my sister didnt like you bc my dad loved you and would bring you your fav coco puffs, and mangos so when you came over lol I remember when we went to halloween horror nights I called you selfish and you started crying and my dad hit me. I remember driving home at fifteen at seven in the morning and seeing the sunrise. Next day telling my parents we got home at two lol . I remember the trips we took together. The day we got our first cars at sixteen. I remember all the drunk nights I had to literally shower you and dress you and lay you to sleep and I remember the days you had to do it to me. I remember slapping you super hard bc you were really drunk and couldnt get it together ( sorry ) lol I remember when I used to get drunk you used to be mean and on new yrs this yr i was throwing up and you started being mean and then said " no im sorry " and i was apologizing for throwing up in the rain lmaooo and you said no its my fault im so sorry wife lmaooo I remember all the nights we partied on school nights and were super beat up the next day at school and id be the main one to not go the next day. I remember all the skipping school we did in high school just to go to subways and the go to sleep.I remember all the tears we shared together, the laughters, the crazy phazes we went through. Our adventure in fordham and randomly getting our matching tattoos together. I remember that sad day about you and the way I fell on the floor crying because what you felt i felt it too. I remember crying so hard that it hurt to speak. I remember the night we stayed up at night listening to beyonce on repeat and crying talking about all the things we were afraid of. I remember when we found out about your first having a girl all along, a couple days later your mom tells you that shes pregnant, we went shopping that day and you didnt say a word and you cried for days. I remember when it was my turn to feel your pain, and i found out about my first getting a girl pregnant who he claimed was his "cousin". I remember driving to your house and calling you and before i even told you i was outside you came out opened the door and hugged me so hard and we cried and fell to the floor. I remember our second loves and the way we were so wrapped up in something that wasnt love at all but a mere fantasy played out in our heads trying to make all the things right that didnt work out with our first. I remember the first and only fight we ever got into in NY because you wanted to roam an unfamiliar neighborhood at 3am and i was so afraid and the way I got to your uncles packed my bags at 430am called a cab, and you were so mad you helped me take my bags out and when I was about to leave you started crying so hard and snatched the phone away telling me " please dont leave you cant do this to me " lol and i left anyways when I got to my cousins you called and said " are you there okay? ill see you in the morning i love you" lol I remember all the wild times we had riding in cars with boys we didnt know at fourteen. The fake ID we used that was made out of cardboard lmaooo . I remember going shopping every weekend and we had no jobs it was all daddy pay this daddy pay that. Clubbing friday, saturday, and sunday, and we would never wear the same outfits twice after we wore em give em to friends and when we saw pictures ask " whatever happened to that outfit?" I remember all the people that walked in and out of our lives and we still remained close. I remember it all like a vivid picture no HD. Today as I sat in Red Lobster celebrating another birthday with you I got flashbacks on our lives dazed out looking out the window thats when you asked me "what are you thinking about?" This time it wasnt your mom and dad and us this time it was your dad and his new wife and it made me so sad. It made me wanna cry. Our lives have changed so much in the past years and we still have remained the same and if your reading this i know your emotional( made me tear when i was writing it ) but toughen up mother fucker ! haha i want to see NO sad eyes ! so this weekend we will raise a toast to many more years of our friendship ! i love you i love you i love you !

PIECE OF OF CAKE !

Our friendship isn't a BIG thing its a billion little things .