You called today, I heard it in your voice the way you missed me.

You longed for those long lost days that I made love to your mind

but you made shit so complicated I had to leave it all behind.

My heart grew tired of that pain you feel when your all alone

when I was on my hands & knees & you faced your back to me.

I must ADMIT

I lost myself in you, took a while to get back,

but that love I had for you it was young & lord how I have grown.

You asked how I was doing today & it was such a beautiful day,

I responded honestly "I'm great. how are you?"

& to your dismay you answered shocked " wow I haven't heard you say that in a while"

As if I was supposed to be missing your love being down and out,

despair crawling all over me, but you had the best of me now that I'm gone

you probably realize it was all worthwhile.

emotions run deep with me.. real deep.. inside of me

& Yeidi and (his name here) are long past due

because I love ME way more then I love you.

so when you find that one true love you know that girl who will treat you

like shit and you surrender to her because making the same mistakes twice is

not your desire. I hope you think of me cause you could have had it all

there was a BEST in we. & it aint about we aint meant to be

because faith without "work" aint shit its WEAK.

& you were a BAD employee .

so glasses in the AIR I raise a toast to every man who lost me .

because there's no better replica of the blue print copy.

<3