how hard it is to love someone, find someone, & maintain that love .
It's as if the most beautiful things have the saddest endings ..
& no one can judge me if you have never felt this way ..
going through something that you felt like you couldn't get through ..
& no matter how much you try to let it go, it seems so hard
& the days drag on, you maintain yourself so busy so thoughts
of what used to be no longer are thought of ..
& you cant even remember the last kiss, last hug, last intimate moment
that was shared, because the truth is as time passes you forget them as they too
forget you ... its like going on a battle with time wishing it could win ..
let the days pass by, nights creep in and memories start diminishing.
& you start to see less and less of those beautiful moments that were shared
& more and more of the bad things start becoming more vivid ..
opens up your eyes to so many things you were to blind to see ..
because all you saw was a everlasting love .. & the more you held the
harder he tugged .. It was a constant see saw commotion but you always ended up at the bottom .. wondering why ? why cant god just help me ? why cant I just pick up my bags and leave ?
why don't good things happen if i believe . I know what I say and I understand what I speak because I was once the writer and director of that train.
Getting my heartbroken by one , & breaking the heart of another .
so to all who face this ; Im guessing its a part of this thing called LIFE.
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